I've realised something. I started this because I wanted to write and I thought this would motivate me. Clearly that hasn't worked, as the last time I wrote on here was in 2014.
I also started out to write for myself. I wanted this to be a record of my life. Something that I could look back on and, hopefully, not cringe too much at. (Knowing me, this won't be the case though).
Then I let something get to me, the possibility of people reading something I'd written and then I started thinking about how people would judge me.
None of that matters though because this is the place that I get to be me. If anyone reads this, hello! If they don't though, it doesn't matter because future me will get to see inside fifteen year old me's head.
I've just decided that this is going to be a record of me at fifteen. RUN whilst you still can. :P
I discovered Pinterest the other day. Procrastination is becoming a small issue, and by small I mean a massive issue. I'm in the middle of exam weeks and I'm on the internet writing on a blog and dedicating more of my time to random projects.
I also signed up on FutureLearn and started a course on "Big Data" run by Warick University. It's really interesting, more than I thought it would be when I signed up. The creative writing course starts on Monday which doesn't bode well with exams.
Speaking of writing, before I got distracted by the internet I was doing that. I think I'm going to return to that now...
